I just want to escape
To a place far away, without retrospect

I am stucking in a blind empty wordless situation

I recalled all our good days
The days I fooled myself
Convinced myself that you were there
Endless dreams , endless sleep
as fears faded away
as tears subsided
I finally awoke with tiredness and disappointment
you are nothing but a cheesy person who I thought childishly could save me
how amusing

truth tiptoed over my sheet and said, you are a fool

yes, I was a fool at a time
or maybe I am still a fool now
anyway, it isn't important
the bygones teaches me how to pretend
pretend to be the person people think I am
but even with the masks I know clearly what I want
nothing but myself

When I escape successfully
I will belongs to nobody but myself
I will be innocent honest tranquill unpretentious and pure
waiting for the forgiveness

but, at this moment
I am still a egomaniac

我的夏天什么时候结束。这是我最贫乏的一个夏天，一本计划手册，做计划的热情总是高过付诸实践。美白的，孜孜不倦孜孜不倦孜孜不倦孜孜不倦。三年五年，一本我做了一个暑假也做不完的练习册。HP7，从小看到大的故事终于结束鸟，心里很矛盾吧。salyu，百听不厌百听不厌百听不厌百听不厌。
这就是我这一个夏天的全部了。来来，照张全家福，hoho！

回学校补课，对我来说，夏天就算是结束了。
but,
我终于摆脱呆了两年的阴暗的一楼！我要去四楼的教室了！我要去离高一高二远远的隔离区了！
我高三了！哈！

好了，我好像看见大学的曙光了。
亲爱的你们，祝我能在不久的将来顺利的转世为人吧！！

最后，许个愿八。
我。
在高考前。
一定要。
做完。
三年五年。
（p.s.一个，是文数的，I hate it,hoho）

我帮她照完相的第二天。
她就烂死了。
我想。
我的相机。
吸走了她的灵魂。

Tony Takitani(2004)

A film based on Haruki Murakani 's novel.
A metaphor for the solitary existence.